Just me, where's you?

On that Saturday

What gone was another Saturday with baby and I found a good spot for taking portrait photos. The location is just directly underneath my block! So, I kinda dragged him to take multiple photos with me when we're on the way out to Bugis to buy my red shorts. I always took like 9375393856 pictures and only found 2 -5 pictures I like. I always looked hideous in most of the pictures and well being a perfectionist can be rather problematic too. So, baby will always give me that "Hai, enough already not?" face. Can see that he's quite dulan at times but he still tried to put up with me. Sorry la! I wasn't that photogenic like those models in the magazines mah....*TSK TTM*

Wore a electric blue chiffon blouse that day matched with my favorite belt

I kinda dressed him up that day

Eating at the famous duck rice shop (You Ji) for our dindin and asked him to pose a face for me. Awww...CUTE! (at least to me haha)

And I bought my favorite korean rice cakes (sweet and spicy) from Bugis Basement 1 even though I got some serious cough at that time being. After I ate like 2 of it I started to cough like nobody business. Even the family sitting beside us looked me at like one kind, don't know what's wrong with them seriously. It's not as if I didn't cover my mouth. Anyway he was like reprimanding me for buying it cause I shouldn't be eating spicy stuffs since I'm having a bad cough. But I revoked and tell him off, and said "Then you should had stopped me from buying it from the very start what?". He was like, "Erm...yah."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, I OWN YOU.

SUPER YUMMY KOREAN RICE CAKES

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You can count on me like 123, and I'll be there.

And I can count on you like 432, and you'll be there.

Starship, take me for a ride.

Met up with Cassie and Valerie (Cassie's cousin) on Wednesday and ladies' night at Rebel was fun as usual! Was actually intending of going to Helipad but Valerie was already nearby The Arena so we was like "Ah whatever just go Rebel then!".

It was the first time I saw Valerie and I must say that she's really a joker! She actually vomited along the way to the dance floor! The guys beside her was like "Fuck man who the hell vomited on my shirt!" and gave the wide-opened-eyes-face trying to search for the culprit. Luckily she was small-sized and I manage to hide her until we reached the spot we wanna dance at. HAHAHA IT WAS SO DAMN HILARIOUS.

Another happening thing occurred when we're outside the ladies. We saw a girl lying on the floor and totally wasted to the max. Her name is Jade and her friend Sonia was trying to carry her out the club. So we kinda assisted her and help to get Jade out. A crowd of people surrounded us in a few minutes time and this agitated Sonia. She kept shouting "Fuck off all of you! It's none of your business! Just fuck off!". Aftermath, a group of Caucasians surrounded us and kept advising us to call for an ambulance. One of the Caucasian guy mentioned that he's a paramedic and he's really helpful even though Sonia was really rude to him. Sonia kept insisting not to call for an ambulance and said that she can bring Jade back to her house and take care of her. But that caucasian guy kept saying that Sonia can't even take care of herself and kept arguing that we should just call for help. I secretly turned to the caucasians ladies behind me and told them to ignore Sonia and just call for the ambulance immediately. After 10-15mins, Jade suddenly vomited white foam and scared the shit out of us! Luckily the ambulance came just in time and brought her to the hospital. So, the lesson of the day is "DON'T DRINK TIL YOU GOT YOURSELF WHITE FOAM COMING OUT FROM YOUR MOUTH!". LOL!

Girls just wanna have fun! Me with Cassie and Valerie.

I missed him a lot when I was on the dance floor. Looking at the guys over there, wondering if they have a girlfriend waiting for them at home. Almost all of them looked extremely jerks-alike to me, I detest them like how I detest cockroaches. I'm glad that he don't do clubs, that's really lucky. But I also can't hide the fact that I really love partying! How good if he shared the same thoughts as me..

Rain rain don't go away, come again on everyday.

Deep within the eyes of hers

Met up with baby for dinner during his army liberty at Junction 8's Swensens yesterday. He ordered his forever-the-same seafood pasta and I'd my all-time-favorite Lasagna.

I'm like, totally not gonna be sick and tired of canvas totes. And, the picture of a bowl of apples is just trying to remind myself how healthy I am, LOL.

Naked face, plain Jac, hello.

Today, lazed at home as usual. So lazy to even get my resume done and send it to MOE. Tsk tsk, gonna stop procrastinating Jacqueleen Tung Wei Ting! Get it done now! (Okay...another 5 more mins hehe..)

Oh yeah finally, I'm heading to club tonight! It've been such a long while since I go to club especially on Ladies' night. And believe it or not, it's the first clubbing session I have this year! How amazing...to think I was such a frequent clubber back in my poly years. WO LAO LE MA? EEEIII...NO NO I WILL NOT SUCCUMB TO AGE! Haha, I'm gonna club until I really think I'm too old for club. That's the spirit! There's nothing wrong with clubbing, I'm just having fun dancing with friends and chilling throughout the night :)

On the other hand, baby always worried about me going to clubs. I was like, I'm already like 24 yo, those girls in the clubs especially on Ladies' night are prolly those Poly students who are 18 or 20. Who will give a shit about me? Seriously. However, I do appreciate his concerns for me. But I just wanna be myself and do what I like to do in life, hope that's not too over demanding.

He gets satisfied easily, totally unlike me. We go for different things in life; he wanted a comfortable, smooth and peaceful life, whereas I'm looking for an exciting, fun, and a full of adventures life journey. I get bored easily, and when I mean easily, it is REALLY EASILY. People like me just can't get enough of things in life. However, that doesn't mean that I do not cherish the people or things around me. I do cherish them to a great extent, it's just that, this "hole" of mine is so so deep, and no matter how many things others try to stuff inside, it just never get to be filled up. Who knows why.

Maybe only Daisy can make me happy.

Just here and there

Weekends have been like a smooth sailing ship. Movies and dinner with friends on Saturday, and being the usual homies in my crib with baby on Sunday.

Saturday's outfit: Hot pink crop top with high-waist flare skirt matched with my favorite leopard platforms

2 in a circle where we go round and round and round in each other's life

Girl's canvas totes and boy's Nudie

A little bit of this, a little bit of that:

Yesterday's night while boy and I were preparing to sleep, I playfully pinched his chubby face and he suddenly screamed "Ouch! Your fingernails are sharp!". Tsk tsk tsk, I felt rejected! Even though I also don't know what's with the rejected feeling. So, being childish as always, I slowly rolled myself to the other end of the bed and lay down on the platform quietly. Seconds later (I think he want to hug me but can't reach out for me), he opened his eyes and shouted "Dear where are you?!". He then saw me lying on the platform and quickly pulled me back onto the bed and said "Don't do this again man! You scared me!". I laughed as soft as I could while he hugged me tightly into his strong arms. We both then fell asleep till he booked in this morning. I've no idea about the intentions of my silly actions because it just don't make any sense. All I can think of is that maybe I just wanna grab his 100% attention on me all the time.

I believe everybody is childish when they're in love. If they're not, they're not in love.

Agree?

Anyway, I always believe that one's past make what one is today. People learnt from mistakes, improve them, and make it work. Do not be ashamed of your past, instead, be proud of them. If one's life is without a past, it'll be like living in an empty shell, isn't it? No matter how ugly and dirty your past is, you can always make your present one a better and prettier one. As long as you want to, cheers.

Old school

Just came back from town not too long ago..

Met up with my usual girls on our friday night and we sweated like hell by playing Kinetic at Cineleisure. Dancing is so our thing ;) Cabbed back and tada, here I am, home.

Anyway, I made brunch for myself again on yesterday's late noon. Had the "chef-fever" recently, don't know what's wrong with me seriously. TOO FREE ALREADY LAH! So, when I was thinking of what to make for my meal, I saw a bowl of leftover rice in the fridge and decided to whip up bolognese rice with some ham, tomatoes, cucumbers and capsicums. For dessert, I chopped strawberries and kiwis in addition with some milk in the bowl and left them to froze in the fridge. When the rice was done, I placed some pieces of cheese on top of the rice and left it in the microwave for it to melt. Was intending to make Italian Risotto the next time if I can get hold of Arborio or Carnaroli rice from the supermarket cause I really miss the Seafood Risotto from Modesto's!

Luckily, the results of my DIY cooking came out pretty good. Nom nom nom!

Till then, I'd to say goodbye to blog for now cause I'm sure boy is going to nag at me if he knows that I'm still awake at 4a.m. LOL BYEEE~

This means March

Blink, 2 weeks have already passed.

Blink blink, how many weeks had already gone?

I've been so free recently, so so too damn free. Got ample time to cook at home, laze around watching Korean dramas, and basically, DO NOTHING. Trust me, I'm not proud of this okay. But how? Dream job is hard to find, not to even say to get it. Nonetheless I'm not going to give up! GO GO FIGHTING!

So, woke up in the noon as usual today and decided to make myself a healthy brunch!

I used some ham, tomatoes, cucumbers and bolognese sauce for my homemade mini subway. Accompanied with the freshly chopped strawberries with a spoonful of Nutella.

At least to me, it was really fulfilling and delicious cause I'm an ultimate vegetables and fruits lover. Not to say that I hate meat but too much of it will make me sick, whereas too much vegetables will still keep my appetite going.

Are you drooling? (Taken by bro's Canon EOS 60D)

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On Tuesday (2 days ago), baby said that he wanna bring me to JB's City Square to jalan jalan since he got Tuesday and Wednesday off from NDU. And so, we met in the noon and ate at Nando's when we reached there. Not really my type of shopping mall cause no tempting clothes were seen but I must say that there's really a great variety of food. Will be going there again soon I guess? With more people I hope cause I die die also want to try out the famous giant paopaocha at one of the restaurant there :D

On our way~

The most-irritating-bro-on-earth was kind enough to lend me his $2000+ worth DSLR for my trip to JB. Xie xie ni la!

Inside City Square mall, the yellow polka dots triangle caught my attention and I immediately shouted to baby "Let's take one shot of this each!".

On a random note, I looked so fugly in bro's DSLR. No wonder iPhone is my best friend cause with all the multiple editing tools, it actually makes me feel that I looked better. LOL, Psychological reaction perhaps.

How pretty is pretty?

How slim is slim?

How perfect is perfect?

Oh women women, always not satisfied with themselves. Do not exclude me, I'm one of them too. If someone asks me to list down "what do you hate about yourself?", I'm sure I'll have plenty more to pen down as compared to the question of "what do you like about yourself?". Do not judge me, cause nobody can judge anyone in the world unless you are him, her, or himher. I also hope that I can like myself more, but how? When I looked into the mirror, all I saw was all the imperfections. So whenever this kind of "fugly cycle" reached my life, baby will be the one telling me how pretty I was to him and make me feel so much better about myself. Don't worry, I'm not in that cycle right now cause I've been eating healthily recently and I still felt quite okay with my size. However, I can't predict when is that cycle going to hit me again. So...beware boyfriend! Hiak hiak :D